(Not So) Patiently Waiting...

I'm still pregnant.  Need I say more?  Ok, since I'm slightly emotional about this I will go ahead and say a few more things.  First of all, I am 39 weeks pregnant today.  Although, one could argue that the due date is up for debate since it was based solely on ultrasounds, of which I had four and they all varied by about a week, but whatever.  Officially, I am due next Friday.  And I know I should be thankful to be at this point because the later a baby is born, the healthier he/she is...usually.  But the problem is, I am so done.  I know every single woman who has ever been pregnant and full term says the exact same thing, but I would give just about anything to have this baby right now.  Today.  This very moment.  Unfortunately, I don't think my body is ever going to bring this baby into the world on its own.  I was induced 4 days early with Owen and a week early with Silas, so to go very many days beyond 39 weeks is pretty much overdue in my book.  I really wanted to have this baby naturally without being induced, but I'm kinda losing hope.  I mean, if all of the bajillion contractions and cramping and back aches I've had up until this point are not doing much in the way of preparation, I don't know what will. So here we are.  39 weeks and incredibly pregnant.  Anxiously waiting to hold my sweet precious baby in my arms.  Just waiting...

P.S.  Sorry to be such a complainer.  But if you've ever been pregnant, I know you understand.  The reality is, in a blink of an eye my baby will be in my arms.   I know that.  I just needed to complain.

P.P.S.  I keep thinking my next post will include a picture of my baby.  I have nothing else to blog about.  Boring.